sometimes the past flashed in my mind, and it reminded me of how fun was is. I wish to be like that, but time surely fly and do u know when to stop or even do u know when to search?

Do you believe that dream come true?

3 days ago, I dreamed about something and the next day it was really hit me and I was so surprised that it was the same thing as I dreamed. So for the past 2 days i been dreaming about my prev college, and a bridge. Is it maybe a signal that I will eventually move to Sydney? or it was just my desire to be?

fate

do you believe in fate?
is it such thing as a fate?
sometimes i am tossing around with this term
do i believe in it, yes i do believe in it

last week, I went to Sydney for a week for interviews. However, purely by chance me, D,S, and Ir went out for dinner at Sushi tengoku. Guessed what, I met V by coincidence. Out of no where. Even,I had put our history behind and yet, I needed to met him there, sort of awaken our memories together in me. It was just never crossed my mind that he would be in Sydney in the same time, place and not to mentioned that Sydney was so damn big and yet we still bumped to each other. Even though I already don't have any feeling about us, I still have a guilty feeling when I saw him. Oh well, I hope nothing gone bad.

a disappointed afternoon

Yesterday, me, Y, and G went to winter festival. We've been wanting to go since last week, and finally we went this weekend. Soon after reaching Exhibition building, it was quiet and felt like nothing going on in there. They had a tiny miniature of skating ring and lots of small food stall. It was a disappointment for us. I think that we expected too much. Or even we thought the advertisement bluffed us. Oh well, ended up we went take crazy pictures while waiting for R to come. When he reached there we already finished browsing around the festival.

Since got nothing to do, we ended up went to lygon. Then later on continued in GAMI. It was fun weekend.

what are u looking for?
this sentence struck me for a while. I thought of what I want the most from my life, my career and my goal. Seriously I am a bit lost. Should I go this way or that way. Oh.. I guess, its a time for change and time for me to grow up. To understand more about what I passionate about. As well as what I wanted the most of.
I know that as most asian kids with an old minded parents do not have the privilege of thinking so. But in the sense that I have this kind of privilege, sometimes make me think. So I think a part of me have grown up and looking toward my future hold for me.
Hopefully I can find my answer soon.

it's beautiful in the right time

I guess, I am aimlessly walking forward. Confused, frustrated, really don't know what to do. What's the meaning of this?
Sometimes I wish I can turn back the time, to make it right, to make it happened. But seriously, I think no body know what gonna happened if we didn't do something.

Letting go of the past, living in the present and looking forward to future. I wish I can do that easily..But I think people will revert back and clinging to the past if something bad happened in the present. Why? Because it's comfortable. It's give good feeling.

to keep going or turn back?
which direction
which way to go back
wanna go where?
uncertainty
leads me no where

I need to decide
to get my head sorted
time are not enough

do you believe?

coincidental does not happen
or does it?
a right time
a right place
and a right person
will appear before you?

does it mean something?

tossing around and don't know why
kept on thinking but my mind went blank
a thought running through my mind
what if this
what if that

does it really make sense or not
i still no idea

i'm confused and tossing around my head

small world eh?

I admitted that I have been absent from the blog almost a year. Sure times files, and yes after a crazy headache decision time I returned to uni lives again! Been leading a hectic uni live and with my mom visit.
However, this easter break that seemed short brought a meaningful time for me. I realized how fun a uni lives and with a holiday etc.

This holiday, without fail my friends from sydney come to visited me. Eventhough I only met them 1 day (bcos the rest of the days they went on trips), but seemed it was a meaningful. I guessed it was fun to meet up with friends that you haven't seen for long time. Following that, they brought their melb friend, who actually I know him. And what a small world, I was in previously same group, but now we live in same place! Small world, and even we friend with the same people.
Great catch up, and looking forward