tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54934174036896775112024-03-21T18:35:08.496+11:00live...love.. lifeUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger44125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-57652602955821923842012-08-28T21:29:00.002+10:002012-08-28T21:29:55.203+10:00SydneyI've been abandoning my blog for quite sometimes.
After the packing session, it seemed that my life been go..go and go.. Have no time to even to relax or even have a 'me time'. I have new job, new friends and new community. All of these are important and exiting for me.
For my new job, its been a hard full on for the first few weeks. As my supervisor and my boss, just literally just said this that and just throw me of I went. Oh gosh.. how the heck suppose I know or learn the techniques that I never use before? But at least now all under control and its a fun working life, as well I just realize it now that I had grown a lot by leaving my comfort zone and tackle it. Even it's hard at the start and to be honest I hate it, but now all I can see, that it was a learning period and time for me to grow.
Loving my hectic and chop..chop.. lifestyle which keep me functioning.
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-34961967395654604762012-05-13T17:23:00.003+10:002012-05-13T17:23:49.080+10:00packing.. and... packing...The most things I hate is PACKING!!! I had started packing for a week plus. The reason was, I always in denial whenever I started to see the boxes and my stuffs in the wardrobe. It was so hard to throw stuff that barely useful anymore for me, some of it I still like it. Bcos it got some memories on it. But, I really need to decide if I would use those or not. I think that's why my stuffs so much like a mountain high! Luckily now, all the stuffs 90% already in boxes or suitcase, so now I got limited stuffs that I can wear until I move.
Currently I am looking for a good removal which with a reasonable price. Still tossing to call them. And as a main reason I need to weight all my boxes and suitcase!! So any suggestion on any removal company?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-44097308850406451902012-05-04T08:51:00.002+10:002012-05-04T08:51:53.483+10:00Counting downFinally, I got a job offer in Sydney! After wanting and waiting for sometimes. I can say that I am excited and stress. New environment, new house, and new colleagues as well as friends. Now I need to start packing, sorting my stuffs... Oh I really don't like packing, but I like unpacking... hmm it's the weird habit of mine. Can't wait!!! Still haven't decided when should I move, maybe 4-5 weeks in counting.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-69522510771671957842012-03-30T17:21:00.002+11:002012-03-30T17:38:49.638+11:00CNYFinally after 8 years without spending my CNY with the big big extended family of mine back in jakarta, I had my chance this year to do so. I flew back again with Garuda, since I got special discount (my tixs was 945$) and 40 kg baggage allowance. I been missing the hectic of family reunion and the quite street (bcos some indo-chinese ppl would close their shops). So when I had started my itenary by visiting the jakarta chinatown. Wow, to be honest I was so shocked and extremely happy. Because I could see again the red and pink decoration that filled all the chinatown. Every where I saw was with a CNY spirit! (Note: now I know I thing I understood, the reason of my friends with chinese background would always go back for CNY) It was not only for the CNY spirit that filled the chinatown, but every where, even in Malls I saw the meticulous decoration for CNY as well as in clothing dept store, all filled with red colour! Wow, it was such a heaven on earth for me. I know I was pathetic, but could you imagined yourself exposed to these CNY massive celebration and decoration compared to the 'bare' of Aussie during CNY! hahaha....<br /><br />One day before and on the day itself. I had a huge mountainous of my CNY favorite celebration foods! So happy... On top of met up with so called the long lost relatives back at home, which some of them I had not seen since I was junior high. I was having fun as well as lost in time. Did you believe some of them I did not recognize at first. <br /><br />However, my CNY celebration in Indo this year was the best compared my CNY that I had in Aussie. I guessed the part of being hectic and I had chance to meet up with my 'lost relatives' it had given me a good spirit for this year. I hoped your CNY was awesome too!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-67645829737346807412011-11-14T16:29:00.002+11:002011-11-14T16:31:36.028+11:00sometimes the past flashed in my mind, and it reminded me of how fun was is. I wish to be like that, but time surely fly and do u know when to stop or even do u know when to search?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-51841764928746188632011-10-12T09:43:00.002+11:002011-10-12T09:46:40.690+11:00Do you believe that dream come true?3 days ago, I dreamed about something and the next day it was really hit me and I was so surprised that it was the same thing as I dreamed. So for the past 2 days i been dreaming about my prev college, and a bridge. Is it maybe a signal that I will eventually move to Sydney? or it was just my desire to be?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-37513659037424210302011-09-19T21:40:00.002+10:002011-09-19T21:54:56.605+10:00fatedo you believe in fate?<br />is it such thing as a fate?<br />sometimes i am tossing around with this term<br />do i believe in it, yes i do believe in it<br /><br />last week, I went to Sydney for a week for interviews. However, purely by chance me, D,S, and Ir went out for dinner at Sushi tengoku. Guessed what, I met V by coincidence. Out of no where. Even,I had put our history behind and yet, I needed to met him there, sort of awaken our memories together in me. It was just never crossed my mind that he would be in Sydney in the same time, place and not to mentioned that Sydney was so damn big and yet we still bumped to each other. Even though I already don't have any feeling about us, I still have a guilty feeling when I saw him. Oh well, I hope nothing gone bad.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-86559629294143221662011-08-29T18:57:00.002+10:002011-08-29T19:07:09.284+10:00a disappointed afternoonYesterday, me, Y, and G went to winter festival. We've been wanting to go since last week, and finally we went this weekend. Soon after reaching Exhibition building, it was quiet and felt like nothing going on in there. They had a tiny miniature of skating ring and lots of small food stall. It was a disappointment for us. I think that we expected too much. Or even we thought the advertisement bluffed us. Oh well, ended up we went take crazy pictures while waiting for R to come. When he reached there we already finished browsing around the festival.
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<br />Since got nothing to do, we ended up went to lygon. Then later on continued in GAMI. It was fun weekend.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-52734761469135517192011-07-30T23:33:00.002+10:002011-07-30T23:40:50.445+10:00what are u looking for?<br />this sentence struck me for a while. I thought of what I want the most from my life, my career and my goal. Seriously I am a bit lost. Should I go this way or that way. Oh.. I guess, its a time for change and time for me to grow up. To understand more about what I passionate about. As well as what I wanted the most of. <br />I know that as most asian kids with an old minded parents do not have the privilege of thinking so. But in the sense that I have this kind of privilege, sometimes make me think. So I think a part of me have grown up and looking toward my future hold for me. <br />Hopefully I can find my answer soon.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-29056462740959459662011-07-22T18:02:00.002+10:002011-07-22T18:10:24.356+10:00it's beautiful in the right time<br /><br />I guess, I am aimlessly walking forward. Confused, frustrated, really don't know what to do. What's the meaning of this?<br />Sometimes I wish I can turn back the time, to make it right, to make it happened. But seriously, I think no body know what gonna happened if we didn't do something. <br /><br />Letting go of the past, living in the present and looking forward to future. I wish I can do that easily..But I think people will revert back and clinging to the past if something bad happened in the present. Why? Because it's comfortable. It's give good feeling.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-43527555207220870042011-05-08T19:12:00.003+10:002011-05-08T19:16:01.790+10:00to keep going or turn back?<br />which direction <br />which way to go back<br />wanna go where?<br />uncertainty <br />leads me no where<br /><br />I need to decide<br />to get my head sorted <br />time are not enoughUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-29755973637291037142011-05-01T20:30:00.002+10:002011-05-01T20:35:44.816+10:00do you believe?<br /><br />coincidental does not happen<br />or does it?<br />a right time<br />a right place<br />and a right person <br />will appear before you?<br /><br />does it mean something?<br /><br />tossing around and don't know why<br />kept on thinking but my mind went blank<br />a thought running through my mind<br />what if this<br />what if that<br /><br />does it really make sense or not <br />i still no idea<br /><br />i'm confused and tossing around my headUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-23568502447344722932011-04-29T10:36:00.002+10:002011-04-29T10:48:27.961+10:00small world eh?I admitted that I have been absent from the blog almost a year. Sure times files, and yes after a crazy headache decision time I returned to uni lives again! Been leading a hectic uni live and with my mom visit.<br />However, this easter break that seemed short brought a meaningful time for me. I realized how fun a uni lives and with a holiday etc. <br /><br />This holiday, without fail my friends from sydney come to visited me. Eventhough I only met them 1 day (bcos the rest of the days they went on trips), but seemed it was a meaningful. I guessed it was fun to meet up with friends that you haven't seen for long time. Following that, they brought their melb friend, who actually I know him. And what a small world, I was in previously same group, but now we live in same place! Small world, and even we friend with the same people. <br />Great catch up, and looking forwardUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-85865713314881554892010-06-02T20:56:00.002+10:002010-06-02T21:01:40.632+10:00time for learning<br />time for teaching<br /><br />time for understanding<br />and time for to be understood<br /><br />time for sharing<br />time for caring<br /><br />time to meet<br />time to say goodbye<br /><br />time to hold<br />and time to let go<br /><br />until we see again in 2 months time<br />missing you...Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-86824920525612932192010-05-10T20:26:00.003+10:002010-05-10T20:34:05.738+10:00at the right timeGod has his own plan<br />His plan for you that you never expected<br />But His plan is beautiful at the right time<br />Even though first you look at it as nothing good that going to come up<br />But when the time right, it will be blossom<br />And all you need to do is to cherish them<br />Keep on persevering and have faith in HimUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-58225902082389451112010-05-09T19:30:00.002+10:002010-05-09T19:43:30.150+10:00not enough time <br />no more time<br />i wish i have a magic door<br />or even a time traveler<br /><br />fate has brought us together<br />yet in short period<br />that you leaving <br />i wish i had gotten to know you longer<br />or maybe its only time<br />time that can tell <br /><br />why time has play on us<br />wish can spend time more<br />with you<br /><br />i don't care<br />and I don't even bother<br />yet i am counting down <br />2months with you is a short time<br />but 2 years will be like forever.<br /><br />He brought you to my life<br />but in short period that you will be leaving soon<br />many thing i can think about<br />that would not change anything<br />I kept on resisting, to the fate<br />the fate that had play role in our life<br />the fate that you had stuck in my head<br />and keep on missing you one each day<br />wishing you could stay with me in hereUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-41663205510831549962010-04-24T20:56:00.003+10:002010-04-24T21:11:05.080+10:00what i really wantyes and no<br />its a simple term, yet hard to say<br />which to choose, by logic or feeling<br />so hard yet so simple<br />either follow your head or your heart<br /><br /><br /><br />Every time,our life is in the junction of choices; we hesitate to choose. If i take that maybe I will be bla bla bla and if i take that I will be bla bla bla. Come on!! you wouldn't know what the end result of your choices unless you chosen one. However, this come back to us as a person, what our gut feeling told us to do and do you have reassurance of doing so. Even, sometimes just sometimes the end result that we regret what we had chosen for; but I think it's worth of doing them. So i chosen to pursue it.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-47208934468739397462010-04-22T19:06:00.002+10:002010-04-22T19:25:58.472+10:00paediatricThis whole week, i was so heart broken. Not because anything related to myself, but it were cases in the hospital. On monday, there were a code green in paed; then i quickly checked on my id badge. what the heck, there's no code green on our badge... whattt.... then one of my colleague told me it was something happened in paed (ie like a code blue in ed). Then in my mind i was thinking, what on earth was that, but I thought gosh.. they just a little mini creature what could gone wrong with them? And guess what, not long after that I was the one who handled the blood sample of that code green toddle. The next day, i received specimen in a bucket (like kfc bucket) and on top of the two bucket was written mortuary. Oh man, there were small twin baby inside. Actually, does the theater people have the decency of placing them in the much nicer box or other compartment that look decent enough, not in a bucket! At the same time, H crossed my mind. Because, he ever told me that he supposed had a twin, but his twin didn't make it, so ended up only him that come out. So, I thought how was his twin treated at that time? <br />Today, I received another paed sample, it was a baby blood sample with a clinical note of 'head keep banging, low concision, and (i forgot the last one)' when i read that note, i felt so pity; however i can't do anything for them. <br /><br />One thing on my mind, why i was so affected on the paed's patients? <br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />I got this from my ex-colleague email; <br /><br />qoute for the day:<br />Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile..Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-73318770307881312052010-04-12T19:47:00.004+10:002010-04-12T20:18:34.680+10:00easter campJust came back from easter camp. (don't laugh at me kay?) I know easter was last week, but somehow, the easter camp team, decided to make the camp one week after easter, due our busy schedule of everyday of church from thrusday to sunday. <br /><br />So for the starter, we left southbank at 6pm-ish, and I follow M's car and H as our gps, just happened that I was the only girl in that car; (actually we thought of A in our car, but guess what, she only put her blanket in our car and follow other car).<br />Okay no problems, then not even 5 mins, i have already become their victim of being bullied.Oh well, as if i have another choice?!? To be honest our journey to mornington penisula felt so short (didn't even felt we ride for 1 hour). <br /><br />After we reached destination, we went separate ways (since boys room and girls room were in different hall). Then we started our itinerary on friday nite. Hmmm... went to the meeting hall, followed the mass, then the announcement of sleeping group, dinner group and each duty. <br />Went back to my room, but can't sleep, literary i know each of my room mates each movement that night. <br /><br />Next day I had a panda eyes! which i didn't realize until later of the afternoon. We had session and games and of course had lots of learning and fun.<br /><br />THe following day, was the last day. So we had 1/2 day of session and photo session@!<br />loved it...<br /><br />can't wait for the next camp on second semester!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMaurN7M7coFqG4N4GPGYtSnE8l1RVZSIcsiGp6Zjt3P9dWCAYXfX0Tj3mjQmLR65v-PejXVaZZr-hnOL7epqULWAknDMxx_HJuSTiHWNcVL_NKruSWwVraNxRQAyFlPZkLx60ZDnzHQ/s1600/24111_384141922826_562667826_4345913_5020290_n.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiMaurN7M7coFqG4N4GPGYtSnE8l1RVZSIcsiGp6Zjt3P9dWCAYXfX0Tj3mjQmLR65v-PejXVaZZr-hnOL7epqULWAknDMxx_HJuSTiHWNcVL_NKruSWwVraNxRQAyFlPZkLx60ZDnzHQ/s320/24111_384141922826_562667826_4345913_5020290_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459193298470480386" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVIlfH9_wenSJGCv5rwVc3xgfumPV7VaEN-hzPEOGbm7TDv6HsbuIOiG2RE7yN_kf8rd7MxOFZ7y_KViD8pO9JdduzFJ2MfqbGViwLtFtvYYwBv4Y3r7KirKTopxorXL_bimXhfr-JuQ/s1600/24111_384141917826_562667826_4345912_8232438_n.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgVIlfH9_wenSJGCv5rwVc3xgfumPV7VaEN-hzPEOGbm7TDv6HsbuIOiG2RE7yN_kf8rd7MxOFZ7y_KViD8pO9JdduzFJ2MfqbGViwLtFtvYYwBv4Y3r7KirKTopxorXL_bimXhfr-JuQ/s320/24111_384141917826_562667826_4345912_8232438_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459192879727986146" /></a>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-39983086609382557902010-02-18T21:58:00.003+11:002010-02-18T22:10:21.064+11:00CNY n Vals (year of tiger)This year, the CNY and valentine day was on the same day; 14feb. Interesting enough, for us chinese people to celebrate both day on 1 shoot together. Isn't it save a bit of money, in celebrating 2 occasion in one day instead? haha.... (chinese thinking) <br /><br />This CNY/val's, I was celebrating it with my friends. We went to chinese restaurant in Carnigie that serve yee sang (its a must dish on chinese new year); even though at the end we messed up our table. With the most of us wearing red, and some no-red, and only me wearing my pink 'Ben Sherman' shirt that look like all the rest of them celebrating CNY and i was celebrating Vals. <br /><br />Afterward we headed toward city, following one of my friend's car. OMG, it has been ages that i haven't ride someone car who drove like back in indo. Man............. miss it. We stayed a bit for the lion dance in front of westlake, and the super loud chinese fire crackers.<br /><br />-heart felt like, but exhausted-Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-51728469841096857732010-02-07T21:58:00.002+11:002010-02-07T22:12:30.348+11:00what a coincidencesometimes we all think 'what a coincidence' this or that happened to us; or other people, or else on the other time we think its a 'pure luck' or 'got lucky today' etc and etc. But when i think back, and related it to what i believe it could not be those coincidence or luck or whatever it is. But it purely a chance, that you should met this person or good stuffs even a good bargain but deep down i still believe that these happened for a reason for me. <br />----------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><br />It takes time to find<br /><br />only took a second to like<br />and only took a second to hate<br /><br />the next minutes to be friend<br />and couple of days to become enemy<br /><br />slowly to love<br />and faster to hate<br /><br />but deep down no body know what your feeling<br /><br /><br /><br />ps: miss you....Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-52463070892900489482009-12-21T19:27:00.003+11:002009-12-21T19:37:30.873+11:00Hospital staff luncheonthis happened last thursday,as the hospital kitchen people set up a free lunch for all NH staffs. They sent the long list of menu to each staff a week or 2 before hand; which had me drool over just by reading the list. <br /><br />So on the day, I went down to the dining room at my usual time 12.10pm, only to found long queue of people there. OMG, I had never ever seen so many staff in the dining room ever. Almost every table full, including the garden, and the other garden as well. So yeah i had no choice but to queue up. <br /><br />It was great lunch and good choices of food as well as dessert. <br /><br />And tomorrow, our kris kringle time in the hospital, (PS: i heard got santa as well, not sure lah...)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-15808461822443376302009-12-08T20:31:00.003+11:002009-12-08T20:42:49.250+11:00basketball/volleyballon sunday, we went to played basket ball and volley ball at monash with my church friends. <br /><br />If i counted back, when the last time i played; maybe 5 years back??? wooww time surely passed by so quickly. So i started with basketball, with a group that grow in number by the minutes. So it wasn't so tiring for me for the first time. After we all wanted a break and the break seemed long enough for us, to started a new team, which is 3 on 3. This was more tiring than the first one. but i've grown bored over it, and switch to volley ball. Not even 5 minutes, i already got hit by volley ball that fall flat on my face and hit my glasses flat. It didn't make me give up, so i played. The annoying thing was i was never ever and basically never can serve the ball straight. So i told them that, and they insisted me to serve as you can. Okay i gave it a go and yeah the first one flew to the right but still in the court and second one flew far away to the left into the soccer field. Wkakakka.... after that, it annoyed me so much, and somehow i managed to serve straight. <br /><br />After 3 hours of playing, and i didn't even feel tired or aching. BUT the next day my body was aching all over. huh... this was a result that i was too lazy to do sports on my normal daysUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-76350507291918072852009-12-08T20:12:00.002+11:002009-12-08T20:30:32.674+11:00early xmas dinner partyLast friday, was officially the last day of my annual leave (sob...sob...sob...). But my crying scene was erased by my path lab dinner party at the Alpha Ouzer on brunswick st. I went there too darn early, arrived at 6.45pm and no body were there. So I decided to called B, since i didn't know who made the booking. But, B didn't pick up the phone, omg... what should i do. I decided to entered the resto and asked the waiter. Firstly, I thought would be booked under A, so I asked the waiter, there was A for 12 people. In my thought it didn't seem right. So i asked again whether any other rsvp at 7pm. He listed out, and yeah.. E sounded ring a bell to me, so i asked for how many person; it was for 22 people. Now it seemed right. Later on one by one people come and (guessed what, they brought wine) OMG how many bottle of wines for the 22 of us. Since the freaking food come so slow (cos we were waiting for few of us who were late) so i kept on drinking wine,by the second full glass; my head spinning and i felt drunk; not only that my face red as well. So i felt the need to sober up by drinking water and ate the entree. <br /><br />We had a banquet, it was a yummy food, I totally love it and wouldn't mind to come back again. I stayed back until 11.30pm and decided to went back home afraid no public transport for me to go home. Overall, nice outing, great time spent, and lovely food. Also the owner is my colleague's sister's husband.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5493417403689677511.post-15651856275168538962009-12-04T10:46:00.002+11:002009-12-04T10:57:04.008+11:005 days of pamperedI went to Sydney for a short hollies; which according to my friend it was quite random. Huh (in my head) random??? not really though...I had great time and good old time catching up with my old friends. <br /><br />One thing that shocked me the most was, they all bought an apartment and car! I didn't expected their moving on stages that fast. So ended up i don't really need to spent my money on accommodation and transport. hahaha lucky me. But many things had changed, not only my friends; my beloved sydney had changed too. It felt like i was back to indo for a while, i seriously didn't feel like i was in western country anymore. I guessed to much asian and sydney has become something different. <br />Except for those, I had great break from work, re-charged againUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0