to keep going or turn back?
which direction
which way to go back
wanna go where?
uncertainty
leads me no where

I need to decide
to get my head sorted
time are not enough

do you believe?

coincidental does not happen
or does it?
a right time
a right place
and a right person
will appear before you?

does it mean something?

tossing around and don't know why
kept on thinking but my mind went blank
a thought running through my mind
what if this
what if that

does it really make sense or not
i still no idea

i'm confused and tossing around my head

small world eh?

I admitted that I have been absent from the blog almost a year. Sure times files, and yes after a crazy headache decision time I returned to uni lives again! Been leading a hectic uni live and with my mom visit.
However, this easter break that seemed short brought a meaningful time for me. I realized how fun a uni lives and with a holiday etc.

This holiday, without fail my friends from sydney come to visited me. Eventhough I only met them 1 day (bcos the rest of the days they went on trips), but seemed it was a meaningful. I guessed it was fun to meet up with friends that you haven't seen for long time. Following that, they brought their melb friend, who actually I know him. And what a small world, I was in previously same group, but now we live in same place! Small world, and even we friend with the same people.
Great catch up, and looking forward

time for learning
time for teaching

time for understanding
and time for to be understood

time for sharing
time for caring

time to meet
time to say goodbye

time to hold
and time to let go

until we see again in 2 months time
missing you...

at the right time

God has his own plan
His plan for you that you never expected
But His plan is beautiful at the right time
Even though first you look at it as nothing good that going to come up
But when the time right, it will be blossom
And all you need to do is to cherish them
Keep on persevering and have faith in Him

not enough time
no more time
i wish i have a magic door
or even a time traveler

fate has brought us together
yet in short period
that you leaving
i wish i had gotten to know you longer
or maybe its only time
time that can tell

why time has play on us
wish can spend time more
with you

i don't care
and I don't even bother
yet i am counting down
2months with you is a short time
but 2 years will be like forever.

He brought you to my life
but in short period that you will be leaving soon
many thing i can think about
that would not change anything
I kept on resisting, to the fate
the fate that had play role in our life
the fate that you had stuck in my head
and keep on missing you one each day
wishing you could stay with me in here

what i really want

yes and no
its a simple term, yet hard to say
which to choose, by logic or feeling
so hard yet so simple
either follow your head or your heart



Every time,our life is in the junction of choices; we hesitate to choose. If i take that maybe I will be bla bla bla and if i take that I will be bla bla bla. Come on!! you wouldn't know what the end result of your choices unless you chosen one. However, this come back to us as a person, what our gut feeling told us to do and do you have reassurance of doing so. Even, sometimes just sometimes the end result that we regret what we had chosen for; but I think it's worth of doing them. So i chosen to pursue it.